Monday, April 18, 2011

Cheap is my high point, I ain't going any higher. (i have my reasons)

Cheap is my high point, I ain't going any higher. (i have my reasons)

While i'm not particularly proud of this very honest (i'm not being funny) statement, it does make life easier to know, for certain, that you're an arsehole (but can hide it really well, or not). i know i got to try and change, i guess, you know in the we've-to-evolve-into-better-human-beings-as-a-purpose-of-life sort of way, except i don't want to. i mean who're the morally upright beings going to compare themselves to if i evolve. it's like the chimp has to exist for men to know that they got the better deal. besides, i'm not hurting anybody, i swear. if i have a totally biased opinion about an otherwise decent fellow, i keep it to myself. also, who made the rules that decides who's a prick and who's a nice guy. i judged myself based on rules that i learned in the course of my existence, not once did i make a rule and say i have to abide by it. so as fucked up as it is, i'm judging myself because i think other people are judging me because i judge other people. i knew i shouldn't have written this down. forgive me.